As I've said before, I think of a career for myself as an extension of my passions and how they can be utilized to do something in the world - no matter how big or small. It's not about money so much as purpose, creation, and healing: I want purpose, I want to create, and I want to heal. And I know I can do all of those things... it's the specifics that screw me up though.
I've read about multi-potentiality and know I fit into that category, but it still leaves me unsure of where to go from here - what am I to focus on in order to actually fulfill my three goals rather than spend/waste the rest of my life trying to figure it out?
I did figure out one option, but it seems so big and complex that it takes away from it being about passion and turns it into more of a "job." And jobs are for paying the bills. I want to actually care about what I do.
I don't know how to reconcile wanting to be an artist, a writer, a natural health practitioner, a life coach, an art therapist, and goddess know what else.
But it occurs to me that maybe if I stop worrying about it so much and just focus on doing some of those things, it will somehow eventually come together.
I guess the issue is more about focus: I'm sure there are ways to accomplish that... I'd sure love to know what they are. I'd love to know what other people like me are doing/have done.
<3 M
