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November 4, 2011

Don't Drink The Wormwood!

I set the timer for three 15 minute intervals in a row: do you have any idea how much you can get accomplished in 15 minutes?  It's ridiculous.  I kept having to check the timer to see if it was broken because it seems like it should have gone off already.  Nope.  I got a lot more done than I set out to do because of this little trick - but more importantly, I got off my ass and started.  Fifteen minutes.  Mind you for more physical jobs like cleaning the apartment I think ten minutes may be a better idea, depending on my pain levels that day, because I found myself needing to sit around the ten minute mark.  But I pushed on I did!

Then I made myself a Swanson's microwave dinner and Mel came over.

And like the magi she is, she brought me frankincense and myrrh. This is the same friend whose handfasting I was at last Saturday, the one who was married by Santa :-D

I made a pot of wormwood tea.  Have you ever had wormwood tea?  It tastes like you're chewing aspirin.  No exaggeration. In fact, it's possibly worse than that. I got the stuff from Brian, who told me it was not possible to finish a whole cup of the stuff because of how nasty it tastes.  I had to test this theory, plus I wanted to see what effects it would have since it is well known for its ability to bring altered states and enhance the third eye etc. and since we were going to do readings, that would have been fitting. So we did our best to tolerate the horrific taste (with O.J. chasers).  I managed to finish half a cup, Mel was a real trooper and managed to finish all of hers.

The effects were good but not THAT good. Not good enough to repeat. I'll take my wormwood in incense form, thank you.

It was a nice, witchy night.

There's a story about her earrings that I find interesting:

Mel's step-mother gave her a pair of earrings that were owned by her sister.

The sister's name was Dana "Poppy" Pastori.  Poppy was her slave name.  She was planning to leave her bf/Master but I guess he didn't want to release her because instead, he strangled her and chopped her up into pieces which he then mummified and shoved into a box.

Her body was in that box for three years and then came Hurricane Katrina.  That's when her body was discovered.  He had kept her with him, even BROUGHT HER WITH HIM when he and his new gf moved.

Now he's in prison.

And her sister (Mel's step-mother) gave Mel the earrings that Dana had been wearing in that box the whole three years.  She told Mel she wanted her sister's spirit to "live with her."

So now Mel has these earrings...

Before mentioning any of this, Mel asked me to tell her what I felt from them (psychically).  That was on Saturday right before she was handfasted.  I felt nervous excitement.  Then I felt like the oxygen was cut off from my head and my ears started ringing.  So Mel then told me a bit about where they came from.

I held them again tonight, this time I felt like I was being pushed down and had a cutting pain in my arm right above the elbow.  Then Mel filled me in on a lot more of the details about these earrings.

I asked why her step-mother would want her sister's spirit to live with her rather than to move on - kinda weird don't ya think? But as the step-mother wished, Dana's spirit seems to now be hanging around Mel.  At least that's what she tells me.  But at least she's trying to help the woman move on, and I find it pretty cool that she seems to mainly be doing so in her dreams (yay dreams!).

Now there's a good lesson for all you Dom(me)s and Masters/Mistresses out there: if your slave wants to be released, it means s/he wants to end things, it does not mean you should go mental and pull an "if I can't have you, no one will" or something equally as psycho.

P.S. I love you Master! mwa!


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October 17, 2011

How Bizarre

Saturday Brian and I went to what is known as the 'Bizarre Bizarre.'  This is where a bunch of kink/fetish vendors get together and sell their wares.  We went to the last one and it was pretty cool and since friends of ours were going to be vending, we thought we should go to this one as well.

Brian won TWO prizes! It's like he has a horseshoe up his ass lately...

One of his prizes was a wooden paddle and the other was so extremely UN-usable for us (it was a sounding kit LOL) so he gave it to someone who would actually enjoy it.

Plus he picked up quite a few other toys... yay!

I wasn't planning on buying anything but I somehow ended up trying on a corset.  I was about to buy it when my friend came over and saved me from making a bad purchase.  This led the corset-lady to retrieve the one corset she had in her car for me to try, which turned out to fit/look fabulous on me.

It's a really good quality corset, steel boning, and apparently looks like it was made for me.  And I got it for half price!  Woot!  Can't wait to wear it!  Here's a picture:


And they threw in a little hat for free because they thought it looked cute on me lol.  So that was pretty awesome.

It felt nice to get a lot of attention like that at least for just a bit.  Nice distraction.  

Unfortunately, the S.A.D. has hit pretty hard this year, and I'm fighting my ass off to not slip into a bad depression.  It's fucking hard though.  There's not enough transition time between summer and cold weather, at least it seems that way.  It seems to come out of nowhere: last weekend was hot, this weekend was freezing.

Blah.

I just feel like hell.  I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis, without the midlife part.  I don't know what to do with myself. I want to go in so many directions and it's overwhelming cause I have no idea where to start or what my priorities are.

And I can't stop eating!

I quit smoking a month ago and I just want to eat and eat and eat.  Being depressed does not help the matter.

Oh well, at least I don't smoke.



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