A: I don't think I take care of others easily - I want to but I don't so much. And I do find it difficult to care for myself because I neglect that when there's too much negativity going on - problems to deal with that are averting my attention away from myself and making me too lethargic to bother.
I've wanted to take care of others more but have had difficulty doing so because of my health. I feel guilty about that. I've wanted t take care of Brian better, but I was too resentful and stubborn.