Brian came to visit me this morning. It's good to have a reason to get out of bed. We kind of messed up the bed a lot though :-p He brought me coffee and carrot cake and love. He tries to give me love even though I'm really hard to love when I am down in the dumps as I am. He is awesome.
Then I went to the doctor's. And on my way there it occurred to me that three months ago I took it upon myself to lower my dosage of Celexa from 30mg to 20mg.
I've been trying to decipher exactly why my depression right now is as strong as it is because it feels much worse than the usual onset of S.A.D. and my life situation is not that bad. So I don't know why it took me so long to put two and two together. My brain is
So I'm kinda hoping this is the reason for the depression and that once I go back to taking my old dosage I will start to improve. Crossing my fingers on that one. Gonna start tomorrow.
P.S. I need a new webcam, the one I have is pretty much useless and I want to have Skype dates with Brian. Please to point me in the direction of a decent, inexpensive cam?