It is day 9, halfway through the second week and all I have written is 844 words. I started writing on day 1 and went into panic mode. This never happened in the last two years I participated, but this year I am suffering especially from depression and high anxiety. Not because of NaNoWriMo, but because of the S.A.D., the medication adjustment a few months ago, and some other things going on in my life (worries and whatnot).
I haven't been able to bring myself to write anymore. The document has sat open on my task bar since November 1st. I just closed it though. Even though I am so behind I still had a faint hope of catching up, which under normal circumstances would be hard but not impossible. But I just found out today that I am probably moving on December 1st.
It bothers me that I wasn't able to accomplish it this year, but I'm going to try to write my ass off in 2012 to make up for it.
I got really far, actually I only needed to put some art on the wall and it's done. If I can get my camera to work soon I'll post a photo, but I see no point in continuing the project since I'm moving in about three weeks. I will create my space in the new place (along with many other things) and will blog all about it.
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