Brian won TWO prizes! It's like he has a horseshoe up his ass lately...
One of his prizes was a wooden paddle and the other was so extremely UN-usable for us (it was a sounding kit LOL) so he gave it to someone who would actually enjoy it.
Plus he picked up quite a few other toys... yay!
I wasn't planning on buying anything but I somehow ended up trying on a corset. I was about to buy it when my friend came over and saved me from making a bad purchase. This led the corset-lady to retrieve the one corset she had in her car for me to try, which turned out to fit/look fabulous on me.
It's a really good quality corset, steel boning, and apparently looks like it was made for me. And I got it for half price! Woot! Can't wait to wear it! Here's a picture:
And they threw in a little hat for free because they thought it looked cute on me lol. So that was pretty awesome.
It felt nice to get a lot of attention like that at least for just a bit. Nice distraction.
Unfortunately, the S.A.D. has hit pretty hard this year, and I'm fighting my ass off to not slip into a bad depression. It's fucking hard though. There's not enough transition time between summer and cold weather, at least it seems that way. It seems to come out of nowhere: last weekend was hot, this weekend was freezing.
I just feel like hell. I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis, without the midlife part. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to go in so many directions and it's overwhelming cause I have no idea where to start or what my priorities are.
And I can't stop eating!
I quit smoking a month ago and I just want to eat and eat and eat. Being depressed does not help the matter.
Oh well, at least I don't smoke.