Ugh, I feel like the bear being forced to wake up because spring is approaching and it's time to gtfo of the cave now. Well it's not a comfortable transition: I'm cold and tired and sore and I need a couple cups of coffee first, k? My sleep has been screwy for the last week or so. I tried to stay up today but had the wise idea of laying down and watching a documentary where a bunch of people perform Leonard Cohen songs, with him speaking randomly in between in that beautiful voice of his... that's all the lullaby I need. I woke and decided to practice the guitar more but got flustered cause I couldn't find any good videos to help teach me. I just wanted to learn the damn 'B' chord... that shouldn't be so hard, should it?
I was looking at my long neglected YouTube channel because I wanted to change my username since 'Lilith Kills' doesn't really reference much, I just think it's a cool name. Apparently you have to make a whole new account to do that so I don't think I'm going to. I have two videos on there and I'm thinking about making another one soon just for fun. No idea what I'd do on it but I'll figure it out. One of my videos is a sort of book trailer I made a long time ago to help promote my book and I thought since I could really use the money right now and I still have copies, that I'd share my cheesy video here and see if anyone out there wants to read some really good fucking poetry. So, without further ado...
Thank you, thank you :op
In other news, I ran into a friend from high school last week at This Ain't Hollywood, who now lives in the city so that is awesome - I need more females in my life, especially ones who aren't dipsticks. Speaking of TAH, all three bands were fucking good and I didn't realize Hamilton was harbouring such kick ass female rockers. I am pleased. I am also pleased (while we're on the subject of music) to announce that The Creepshow are playing The Casbah on the 31st and tickets are only $10 and I am very excited! We (Buttercup) interviewed them back in October '09 and I loved them as soon as I heard them. Hellz yeah.
I finished (for the most part) a piece that was inspired by Picasso in a way that I'm sure no one could possibly guess lol. I really like it but I don't like it so much digitally - it lost a lot of awesomeness through the scanning process, but I'll show you anyway:
I'm going to a life-drawing class next month - I've never been to one but the price is very cheap and I want to take advantage of the experience. I think it's going to be an ongoing thing so maybe I'll actually get good, ya never know! It should be fun, anyway.
I know I'm all over the place in this entry but I want to speak briefly about publishing: am I the only one confused these days about what having your book published means? Here is what I have always thought: To publish your book, a publisher buys your manuscript and pays you royalties. To self-publish your book, you design and print it (or hire someone to do that) and you make all the profit from sales (unless you've hired someone to market it or something). And vanity publishing is paying some company (usually way too much money) to do everything for you, usually relinquishing most of the creative and financial control. Have these definitions changed in the last few years? I realize reading the wikipedia definitions clarify, but in reality, I've come across many people who don't seem to realize the difference. I dunno, I guess it's just a stupid pet peeve and I wish the lines were more distinguishable/explainable. Sigh. It just reminds me of the damn poetry.com bullshit all over again.
Anyway, St. Patrick's Day tomorrow... not really a special day but I'm going to go out anyway and have a green beer because I've never actually had one before. I know, it's just beer w/food colouring, but still, it's green.
Okay, get lost now!